Business Online..

Well.. cam nak update plak my SUPER LOVELY CUTE blog nie.. padahal dah berbulan tak berupdate..
hihih.. sekarang nie tgh fikir utk cari side income, selain keje office ni.. Keje office nie kira direct income monthly... kalau business we need to work for it... baru dapat hasil..

Alhamdullilah.. ada kawan ajak buat biz online, mostly pasal LADIES punya thingy products... berangan.. boleh jadi business women pasnie.. hihi, cam AVON ker, yang boleh fullfill all women needs.. hihi.. dari cloth pad, make-up, tudung, kain ela, perfume, handbag, muslimah corporate attire, beadings, accesories... skin care mungkin tak huhu.. taku ada yang sentive la plak...

Tgh brainstorm a few names for our new biz blog.. nak yang catchy, boleh orang ingat just like tudung FAREEDA..

Oh Well, once we have names kitaorg akan buat marketing the products...

Ok Dokie My Blog.. Adios...

STRESS!!!!!!

Hi my beloved bloggie...

Yana nak release my stress becoz of people yang dah resign, keje tak handover betul2.. filing tak pernah nak buat... tagging the files as well.. mmg lar byk keje.. but you have manage time lar.. isk.. really tension org mcm nie.. keje you tak buat habis.. n nyusah org lain yg take over your job...i've no nobody to story.. mesti org ingat yana tak faham...

dahla yana ni jenis yang susah nak nangis.. tapi.. hari tu, i crying.. sbb tak leh nk control my emotion.. dengan staf datang nk marah2... pastu ada HOD bleh cakap.. sesuai mulut staff tu ngan yana.. WELL.. betul ker mulut yana jahat.. yana jenis open punya org.. tak suka ckp belakang2.. kalau nk straight forward..  

hmm.. tak tau lar apa org ckp kat belakang kita... depan mmg la semua baik..tapi kat belakang... mcm2 dok kutuk kita.. i know that.. suara yana kuat.. kasar.. well thats me.. tau lar kita kan x cantik.. ntahlar.. mcm jatuh tangga di timpa tangga...

dah tu plak.. my monthly flower days datang as well... lagilar cepat moody... 

See you again my lovely blog...

ADIOS

LIfe Goes On...

Salam to my blog...

Rasanya dah lama giler tak berupdate the blog.... ingatkan bz.. malas jer nak update.. well this is me..

well, i quite feel down yesterday.. sbb dengar citer yg sister in law is pregnant, for her second baby... and yet im still takde apa2... hmm... org lain dah dapat 3 - 4 org anak..at least.. actually.. dah almost a year my last post... mentioned that when will i be pregnant again...

just nak luahkan my feeling to this blog.. becoz.. i have no body to express my feelings (my hubby akan pujuk but kalau selalu kesian gak kat my hubby-- dia pun stress gak :( )... yana selalu doakan ayfa bleh dapat adik.. well she is going to be 6 this year... and it is a long gap if she has brother or sister.. tapi my lil princess.. selalu mintak nak adik.. huhuhu..

Well, yana pun dah jumpa Dr Zambri, infertility specialist at DEMC.. dia pun quite surprise why i cannot conceive after a few years of trying... i've been diagnosed of PCOS (Polycystic ovary syndrome) which is my follicles tak mature (kecik) or maybe Polyps in my womb.. and maybe kena buat hysterectomy..

Clomid and Femara mmg wajib for person yang ada masalah fertility.. and yana dah amik for 4 cycle... but still no result.. except hari tue..ada 4 eggs yg matured.. however.. still not conceive naturally..

IUI (Inter Unterine insemination) pun Dr Zambri advice suruh buat.. even you've been pregnant before..

Ni gambar kalau buat IUI.. scary kan..but.. for my lil princess.. me and hubby sanggup to do the procedure.. 

Apa yang me and hubby faced.. which is known as secondary infertility.. why does it happens.. hmm.. ni explanation from the net (http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/secondary-infertility/AN02135)

Secondary infertility — the inability to get pregnant despite having frequent, unprotected sex for at least a year by a couple who previously had a child — shares many of the same causes of primary infertility.
For example, male infertility can be caused by impaired sperm production, function or delivery. Female infertility can be related to fallopian tube damage, ovulation disorders, endometriosis and uterine conditions. Sometimes, however, secondary infertility stems from complications related to prior pregnancies. Changes in your and your partner's risk factors, such as age, weight and use of certain medications, can also contribute to secondary infertility.

Well yana mmg byk buat reserach on how to cope stress on this infertility.. jaga cara kita makan, life.. well yana skang suka pegi swimming.. teman my lil princess swim class..was thinking to send my daughter to music plak.. yamaha piano class (YPC)

Alhamdullillah, ALLAH kasi jugak one remarkable daughter to me... insyaAllah she will be a solehah daughter..  

MAMA WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU MY LITTLE PRINCESS.. "WAN AYFA RIESHA"
  

Baby...

hari nie yana makan lunch with my hubby.... kat Pak Hailam kopitiam.. mmmmmmm... mmg sedap.... yana amik claypot fish curry.. rasa nak makan lagik jer... lama giler tak keluar berdua.... rasa lain plak.... selalunya ade jer my little princess tu mengikutnya... masa ada bibik dulu.. ada la gak keluar berdua... skang mmg payah...
tgh hari tadi masa tgh tunggu makan sampai... my hubby gi lar toilet jap... panggilan alam... pastue dia kata on d way keluar dari toilet... dia dengar baby nangis....

pastue dia sampai la kat meja makan... dia bagi tau yg dia RINDU BUNYI BABY.... huhuhu... insyaAllah kalau ada rezeki.. Ayfa dapat adik yer abang... tak kisah lar boy or girl... asal dapat sorang lagi... my sister pun dah nak masuk 4 org... mmg rezeki dia....scan baby girl... selang bunga... and my sister in law pun dpt baby girl... dia pun nak masuk tiga orang.. just me...

bila la nak dapat sorang lagi.. ayfa dah baper kali tanya.. bila ayfa dapat adik? kawan2 ayfa semua ada abang, kakak and adik... ayfa jer sorang...

semuanya rezeki tu dari Allah... kita mampu berusaha jer... cam my hubby bagitau... kita jgn putus asa... cuba lagi.. yana dah jumpa doktor, urut, minum air akar kayu, air taugeh... mcm2 lar...

Kalau ada rezeki... dpt la ayfa adik.. (:

Ayfa masa baby (day1).... now she's going to be 5 year old...

keciknya ayfa dulu2....

Fresh from oven... on the 14th April 2007... tarikh that i will remember for the rest of my life...

hopefully dapat ayfa dapat adik cam dier... MAMA LUV U SO MUCH!!!!!!! be good girl k...

TATA...

Team Building @ Lembah Azwen...

pening tul la kepala.. byk tul songeh staff nie...ada jer reason kata tak leh gi.. sakit kepala nak cari replacement.. ngan training HR lagi kat Amcorp mall...tension beb... org dah kasi warning if you did not attend the training... kita leh deduct the salary of total cost of the training... tu pun mcm2 hal...

dekat separuh gak yang tukar nama... penat seh... bukan senang nak cari org ganti.. with short notice... penat2... hurmmm... tunggu la esok... aper la plak citer diorg.. ada tak songeh nak tukar2 lagi tak???
we'll see... ada tak masalah lagik..

luckily yana tak kena gi... alhamdullilah sbb ada wakil HR dah kat sana... so i can go for my daughter punya reading course....

ok c u again...
adios 
 

DRAMA QUEEN...

haihh... mcm tak faham la yana ngan diorang nie... every day dtg kata nak collect eveidence... benda sama jer... padahal org lain mintak on the same thing... x leh mintak record yang dah ada ker kat operation room konon2 tue...
masalahnya dalam satu faculty, yet different dept yang mintak, benda sama.... dah beratus kali punya mintak....HR dept gelarkan ketua diorang as DRAMA QUEEN.. mmg nak nyusahkan orang and LIKE TAICHI keje and salah kat orang lain..

Si Drama Queen tue, kalau masuk academy award confirm menang... geram betul lar... kalau tak leh yana cuti hari nie.. leh bawak anak makan lontong... cian kat my princess pagi tadi, nak makan lontong.. so tolak lar awal ingat nak makan kat kedai MERAH.. tup tup.. tak bukak lagi.. cedih my my daughter.. pastu pujuk dier mkn kuih.. beli kat tepi masjid TTDI jaya.. sedap, kuih manis.. jarang ada jual kat sini..

ok dokie.. adios..

Nasi Kerabu...

heiyo...
geram betul yana kat orang  meniaga nasi kerabu TTDI jaya...yana mmg selalu beli kat kedai tue.. cam tak layan jer.. muka pun muncung, masalahnya nasi kerabu dia mmg sedap.. cukup rasa semua.. just payah nak senyum.. rasanya laki bini berniaga.. yang laki tu mmg tak leh harap... bungkus nasik pun lembab..

nasi kerabu nak bungkus mmg harapkan bini dier jer la bungkus.. yg laki tu tgk jer.. yang jadi kesnya pg tadi.. masa yana sampai ada 3 customer.. and i one of them .. ada pakcik tu order 4 nasik lemak & 2 nasi kerabu... sorang lagi order 1 nasi lemak... yang order 1 nasi lemak tue.. laki tu layan.. dpt la nasi lemak.. yang pompuan tue.. bungkus nasik lemak & nasik kerabu  tue.. kat pakcik yang order 6 bungkus instead of me 1 bungkus...

yana punyalah tunggu... takpe la.. pakcik tu dtg dulu.. dah dekat 10 minit tunggu tue... ada sorang mamat plak dtg order nasi lemak .. dia nak daging lauk dier.. masa tu tgk lauk tu cukup tuk 2 org.. rasa oklar.. sbb yana nak lauk daging... at the same si pompuan tu ckp lauk daging dah abis.. padahal tgklauk mmg ckp tuk 2 org.. dua2 tu tak tanya yana pun nak lauk aper...so pompuan tu ckp kalau sorang cukuplar.. si laki tu pun bungkus la kat mamat bungkus nasik lemak... masa tu plak si pompuan tu tgh bungkus nasi kerabu kat yana... dia pun tanyalah nak lauk apa, yana kata nak lauk daging.. padahal yana nampak mmg ckp lauk daging tuk sorang lagi....pastu dia leh ckp lauk tu tuk org lain... pastue yana punya naik angin, ok takpelah.. lauk dah abis... bayangkan i've waited for more than 10 minutes.. dia boleh buat tak tau jer.. saper pun akan naik angin...

This is how Malay doing business.. makanan mmg dah sedap... tapi customer tak jaga...mmg geram tak terkata lar.. lagipun, mmg kita selalu beli kat situ almost every daylar... takkan dia tak cam lagi.... dia kata org akan dtg sbb food dia sedap.. tak kisahla nak layan ke tak...

well last2 yana makan kat cafe la gak.. yang tak sedap tue..
okie dokie.. see u then..